To love...

See, I've always thought of love to be something out of the ordinary and for some reason now my whole point of view about it changed. Maybe it's because of what I saw from people towards each other that at some point made me believe that there is no such thing called love in life, and yet people still true believe in it, live it, and wish to feel it. I just never seemed to get the concept they base their emotions on, Even though my "star" sign says that I am a passionate person, my non belief to those things actually grew more because honestly speaking I am more of a "Brain" person when it comes to heart situations...

Now, after many years of listening to people's pain and torture from love, I have realized that I was right, and everyone else was wrong. Indeed love comes with pain, but if it was real enough then It not cause the pain and neglecting of people towards each other. It hit my mind today, when speaking with dolcy that it is actually the Pain is what she is going through, but not the love at all, for it was either lost long ago, or never existed at all.

I was in fact rattled, seeing her like this with no answer to clear her wondering mind. But I know well enough that she's got this special gift. See, to actually have the power to forgive and forget what pain any person caused her is something I have never seen before, even I find it hard to swallow a straw if it was stuck in my throat, I'd spit it out, and not bare the pain twice as much. Somehow, she opened that door for me to see, the door of forgiveness and pureness, and yet she wonders if she's a dark soul or not. What would anyone out there reply to what she claims to be?

Guilt...

I get it, it should be there. But it shouldn't over mask you to do or think of things that are forbid for us to think about, it's what keeps us human and notice the word human resembles humanity, and for one day, just one day, if you lose that feeling of guilt, redeem yourself from what had overcome you, and feel it more. It is your way out of this...

Being there for you is something out of the question, I want you to know that friendship knows no time, no matter how resent we are, I am still more than ready to be there and remember

It takes seconds to make a friendship, but you send forever keeping it together...