Done.. Forever..

It's been a while that we actually posted anything..

it feels so dead in here..

Updates:

1- We had our final exams..
2- we are done from our final exams..
3- we might never see each other again
4- we won't be together next year
5- we are waiting for our marks to come up by august

Apart from that, most of us have traveled or about to travel to some sector in the world..

The rest are staying here and preparing themselves internally for next year..

Will we ever be reunited again?

The mind can only wonder..

LMAO ..

awkaaai .. !!



hiiyall .. its moi simply.me finally posting .. !!



mmm ,, ill just give a fast intro ,, as some girls discribbed my in there erliear posts .. bully [ Muahahaha ] (6) just in skool ,, crazy , i have my own crazy style =D .. & as Roon discribed me today as a moody person , tomboy & a punk .. huh !! what where u thinking Roon



2day at school was like * rooling eyes* "NO COMMENT " did our arabic exam & thanks for the group work we had girls



i gamed the game unwell mell that i was playing weeks ago .. till i reached level 300 i think finally that guy is cured *ppffftt *



yeah in middle of the exam we started talking about random stuff & one of them made me LMAO ,, is S person last year we use to prank her like every day i think ,, & guess i had 13 not 6 packs from laughing

n eventually she beleives what we say or do ..!! how *ToooT*

but the one that i will never ever gonna forget in my life is the gothic park ,, it must be in a separte post ,, to explane the whole story





i sat in dolcy w fa6asthaaa .. lol finally ya shawerma , n miss R ran after me to bite me ,, she bit me twice ,, coz miss marwa was screaming at us to get into the class ..
nothing intresting happened as usuall .. stay tooned for moi next post

Plague breaks through

Today was weired. Every 1 seemed to be unhappy and had his/her own problems to think about. The smile on most of the people's faces started to fade away ever since the mocks started. The smile that never used to let go of roons face has ultimately abandoned her. Simply me's mood has been neva like that before. Safsaf and Ramram r all trying to cope up with life. Nana is all alone in her life. Aytoona and Yana r trying to solve their own problems with other people. Me lord dont ask had a fight with 2 of the people whom.............  i dont actually wanna talk about it. It was weired an awkward today. As long as i think its a curse not on my class only but on the hole skool. The smiles and cheers were all drawn back today. It seemed to me  like a plague that has finally found its way through our happy humble small skool "as roon says". The most shocking thing was to find Roon all by here self locked in her own world with her little MP3 trying to avoid mixing with us. I think she going through a tough time. She wants to proof herself infront of every one. Well not only her fairly speaking its actually every one. All of us r trying to crave our way through the present life. Trying to be independent all of a sudden would take u a long time to be able to adapt to the  environment and being uncovered by ur parents wings at the same time.  As it is for me i want someone  to listen to me, but the other day afta my convo with my sister i realized that everyone has their own bunsh of problems to solve. I cant be mean and just make the bunsh become 2. But still keeping things to ur self hurt u more than if people came to know about it. I tried commenting on Roons post for today at her blog. But i see not to find the commenting thingy. And all of a sudden i decided to post a new post on this blog and make it  more lively at the same time update u with our class news and also comment on Roons post. Roon, i might not know whom exactly ur talking about hoping its nothing to do with u. But still i found this weired part of u today ever since u came out of the exam hall. I dont know, but i hope that we r close enough that at anytime if u find ur self wanting to talk am always there for u although i might not be that good as u are. But i think i can make a difference even if it is gonna be a little, still i would concern it. That is for today. I know its nothing to be proud off but i think the blog is my only way now to let go off what i trap all along my journy during the  day. 

The End

Out of the bloom i rise up again

I can hear the singing of the rain

A new life without him there

Now i think it is fair

I thought erasing him was hard

It was as easy as throughing a card

My single heart is all by itself

Refusing anyone giving it help

By loving it a month or two

What it needs is a small clue

Stating when is the big love

Is it close or right above

Here i close his book

Throw it in the deepest ocean

Trying to avoid its look

And carry on with my destination

Here i come to the end

A story written because of a freind

great, weired feeling

Ohh, it has been such a long time since Roon posted her joke. Since then no 1 posted anything. I thought of posting something just u no for the fun of it and to get the feeling that the blog isnt being forgotten.

Today i was sitting and solving bio A.2 past papers when this idea came to my head. I thought of having this weired imaginative dream of the graduation party. It was amazing cool and unique. It wasnt like the tipical prom where there is a prom queen and king, or a kiddy 1 where kids keep singing and dancingand and their parents r damn happy and proud of their kids (we sit and dye and our parents r snorring to death). Come on for lords sack its our graduation.

Any ways we come all dressed up well, girls in dresses and gyz in suits (colar opened and suit jacket pened " a typical modern cool look" ). The weired thing is that non of us was with hejab (i can imagin Roon with her frinch). Each person has to sing a song of his/her best then we couple up, with each couple singing a song together. Then we have the whole batch together. So...

I was practicing a song (muhamed hamaki, we eftakart). and i was actually trying to remember someone i used to have a crush on and couldnt get over him for the past 2 years , BUT THE BIG SURPRISE was i didnt cry and i wasnt even hesitated. I am over him "finally". I HAVE NO MORE FEELINGs TOWARDS HIM "immmmm ssssoooooo happppppppy".........

I would like to thank every 1 who stood beside me and helped me to get ova him and i really thank ma sis for making me delete his pic "i felt a lot betta afta that move ". I thought i wouldnt be able to do it but it was soo simple just a click :)

Joke of the day

0 to 200 in 6 seconds

Bob was in trouble. He forgot his wedding anniversary. His wife was
really pissed.

She told him "Tomorrow morning, I expect to find a gift in the
driveway that goes from 0 to 200 in 6 seconds AND IT BETTER BE THERE !!"

The next morning he got up early and left for work. When his wife woke
up, she looked out the window and sure enough there was a box
gift-wrapped in the middle of the driveway.

Confused, the wife put on her robe and ran out to the driveway, brought
the box back in the house.

She opened it and found a brand new bathroom scale.

Bob has been missing since Friday.

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I really didn't get this joke but I kind of smiled with my teeth showing proving that it kind of made scene to me. Men always forget things. Like ne-yo when he sang so sick and especially the part bellows:

"Gotta fix that calendar I have
that’s marked July 15th
because since there's no more you
there’s no more anniversary"

And then the remix came out with the female version to prove the theory I have started

Gotta fix that calendar I have
that’s marked July 16th
Cause it seems like you forgot that was our anniversary

Or the other day when I was watching the comedy series according to Jim. Although this is show is practically meaningless and makes no scene what so ever, it's pretty much putting the spot light on the typical taxpaying American wanna be dream couple, who are struggling to keep up with life and the way it is, and yet manage to mock it at the same time. Anyhow, Jim forgot the anniversary and Cherry his wife already knows that, she just wants to show him that he did forget it and so the episode continues and Jim finds a way to smuggle out of the situation he put himself in by forgetting so.

I haven't found any studies indicating so, but I like to rely on my female instincts.
Men Forget Faster than Woman, but unfortunately for them, they pay a lot fixing the mistakes they have done over and over again, and woman always seem to forgive the fact that they don’t care, or at least, the fact that they are human and everyone forgets.

Feel free to convene me otherwise :)

Peace.

Peace.

Quote of the day

No Man's smile is worth the tears of a beautiful woman.
Author -> Unknown

Just felt like sharing this quote I stumbled across while reading online.

Beauty has no measures
Author -> Me

Defining the meaning of beauty in the first quote, this quote shows what I stand for.

And sometimes less talk means more than a thousand lines of nonsense.

Peace.

A black white lighter

A label of understanding, she listens
A pure diamond, being loved
A caring mother, always close
A wise ruler, always advices

Since childhood i have never stayed in a skool for more than 2 years "except 1 skool". I met more than 250000 people all off different personalities, bad and good, nice and rude, faithful and traitors. I was mostly keen about those in ma old skool in abudhabi. There i actually found real friendship, true friends and real love. Having a good friend is 1 of the highest delights of life being a good friend is 1 of the hardest and most difficult undertaking. It is so true. Leaving them was a disaster coz they meant everything for me maybe more than ma own family. I felt depressed lost ma interest in everyone and lived in my own dark life.

Coming t providence taught me many things. Made me my real dolcy "happy, takes life in an easy way". Its not always like that but u no we r all human who have certain moments where we actually drop down. The reason for this was coz i found my old Friends souls in different bodies here.

The person am writing this for is 1 that i really regret not knowing before. A very beautiful person full of life, happiness, dreams, love and passion. I never judge a book by its cover.

Her cover is black but inside is snow white. She is someone whom im really close to. The first rescue pole i hang on to. The only person who actually made ma change in certain things. I take her advice with a closed eye because im pretty sure that its the correct way to go.

I am really honored to have her close beside me, pulling me up straight when i fall. pushes me up the mountain of life. giving me guide through the forest and keeps me away from valleys.

I am really thankful to u.

To love...

See, I've always thought of love to be something out of the ordinary and for some reason now my whole point of view about it changed. Maybe it's because of what I saw from people towards each other that at some point made me believe that there is no such thing called love in life, and yet people still true believe in it, live it, and wish to feel it. I just never seemed to get the concept they base their emotions on, Even though my "star" sign says that I am a passionate person, my non belief to those things actually grew more because honestly speaking I am more of a "Brain" person when it comes to heart situations...

Now, after many years of listening to people's pain and torture from love, I have realized that I was right, and everyone else was wrong. Indeed love comes with pain, but if it was real enough then It not cause the pain and neglecting of people towards each other. It hit my mind today, when speaking with dolcy that it is actually the Pain is what she is going through, but not the love at all, for it was either lost long ago, or never existed at all.

I was in fact rattled, seeing her like this with no answer to clear her wondering mind. But I know well enough that she's got this special gift. See, to actually have the power to forgive and forget what pain any person caused her is something I have never seen before, even I find it hard to swallow a straw if it was stuck in my throat, I'd spit it out, and not bare the pain twice as much. Somehow, she opened that door for me to see, the door of forgiveness and pureness, and yet she wonders if she's a dark soul or not. What would anyone out there reply to what she claims to be?

Guilt...

I get it, it should be there. But it shouldn't over mask you to do or think of things that are forbid for us to think about, it's what keeps us human and notice the word human resembles humanity, and for one day, just one day, if you lose that feeling of guilt, redeem yourself from what had overcome you, and feel it more. It is your way out of this...

Being there for you is something out of the question, I want you to know that friendship knows no time, no matter how resent we are, I am still more than ready to be there and remember

It takes seconds to make a friendship, but you send forever keeping it together...

Torture for life

What would u do when u find out that the person u loved once upon a time has made a contract to torture u for the rest of ur life.

Maybe its not him, but definetly an exact copy

tried forgetting, it never went off my mind

tried hatting him, ended up loving him more

left the country to start a new page, but it made me stay all night thinking when will i come back

tried loving someone else, i couldnt find any place in my heart

Nothing is left, EXCEPT DEATH

I am stuck in this dark room of his and i dont know who is that great person who is gonna get me out

Its hard to love but easy to hate, to me its the opposite

I went to someone who is really close, but even she was confused and didnt no wat to do

I think its all in me but i need the bravery and passion to do it

I need to lock my self out of the darkness and fly in the free land of Allah

I need to make sure not even a single person gets harmed coz of this

I need to recognize that he is in another place and looks do not make me hate someone innocent

I need someone to push me and rebuild the passion and bravery in me to face the real life of my love.

Fivesome Monday

So I went to school today Like I mentioned in "Gloomy" I was clearly not in the mood, but I convinced myself and said "Come on Noor, they will be solving biology papers, the math teacher is going to explain what you want and you need to finish the Arabic portion" and so I fit myself into whatever cloth I can get my hand on, and went downstairs to pray knowing that the bus comes at 7:00 am. The bus came 5 minutes earlier. See, I never had an actual problem with the bus, but my little sister always do, so when she misses her bus, It's like I missed mine due to the notorious shouts of my mom about how the whole family isn't tidy and blah blah blah blah..

Right, so I enter the class with a wide smile slanted on my face. Seriously, I did not anything gloomier since my bus mates were just Amazing! But my dear dolcy was clearly not in the mood as well and did not manage to hide it like I did; she let it out in an obvious way. I hoped that Things are better now [ps suffer in school by yourself Tomorrow]

First class we had biology Mr. Mu'taz said that he will start at 8 am I didn't feel like waiting inside the class till it was eight, it felt like forever, so I kept on going in and out until I saw Simply.me from the tip of the small tiny hole that’s supposedly called "door window" and I jumped out my chair and went out of the class without even asking the teacher. I hope that it wasn't as rude as I thought it was. But when I wanted to apologize for not excusing myself, the teacher looked like he was going through a war of gloominess himself I figured I didn't want to bother him with meaningless details.

I hugged Simple.me and stayed a few seconds to feel the warmth. I missed her badly, and beside her was Atonement, I hugged her twice, then went back and hugged simply.me I missed them both and couldn't express the emotions in any other way...

So we lived through Biology class and Sophie came half way through. Second class was free, went out and ate. Dolcy was still out of mood and did not show up. Even when I sat beside her in my corner she told me "noor please I want to be alone". I just replied back reassuring her that she is in fact Alone, I was just there to be that shoulder to cry on... Someone came she got up and left, I understood the way she felt because I pretty much know how it feels like to miss someone...

Math class was a blast we finished 3 chapters with the teacher. He explained and solved a couple of questions from the past papers, and just right there Freeze everything I felt like I owned the world for just one second. The teacher was extremely amazing, I guess Mr.Haithem K figured how lost we were and gave up to our wishes. I thank him for explaining what I didn't know for now I am almost half way through with Math [big satisfied smiley face] al7amdllah...

The rest of the day was spent with laughs, pictures, Uno, diabetes chocolate, dancing, and eating snacks. Although I must mention that during Uno, the winner usually dares the last one with cards in their hands. We all made fun of dolcy because she never played before. BUT SHE WON and I WAS THE LAST WITH CARDS. Her dare was to write on my face with a marker. [Evil Laugh] she didn't or wasn't able I made her run around the school. The computer teacher supported her with a highlighter but Mr.Bayoomi was on my side [Smile]. I won She lost. [Laugh sarcastically]

Apart from all the inner illusions, none of the time was spent alone, or in darkness mood. I liked today. It was a Five some Monday since only 5 girls came, though I wished that the others came and shared this crappy day I figured there will be many other crappy days to come along...

Auction

Roon: D.R Roon (trust me betta than dr phill)--->2000000000 (i always wanted therapy and shes always there)

Safia: Al Bo2s (she makes me laugh by the looks of her face she just has to look at me)---->1000000 "coz she makes me laugh"

Sylda: she can make ENTER seem to be EXIT (hillarious)------>20000

Meera: makes u eat chocolate for ever (u end up growing fat and she ends up still thin )---->5000 "its chocolate so i dont give a damn"

Sara: Al entifada (after sometime we will end up signing in the military)---->0.00000001

Mariana: A good dietition (she is good i take my advices from her) "no comment on this please"--->100000

Ayten : up to date with fashion ---->100000

Nana: if u r broke the only person to head to is Nana ---->20000

Dolcy's point of view

first when i first entered the class i happen to see this girl with a black abaya and a black shayla. At the beginning i thought she was a teacher (at the end she happened to be "hahahahah" guess ho). I was stunned and shocked at the beginning coz she looked just a typical copy of a person i new long time back.

The next person i happened to see was this weird girl who was holding the book and for lords sake solving i don't know what at the early morning. She was soo quiet and suddenly i find her speaking in this amazing accent of hers (well duhh shes from Australia some how) never mind.Now i got to know her more and were friends now" well of course we're classmates".

Then came that horrobil girl of all times. "miss MEERA". Well i used to hate her soooooooooo much coz she always used to bully me when i first came to skool. I wrote in my personal diary ----> a title of "weired personalities" :meera, thinks shes the queen of the skool and that no one has control over her keeps bulling new comers and i hate her soo much. This gave me a sensation that ill never be able to fit into this class eva.

Coming to Ayten when she entered the class with her hair opened and stuff i was like OMG a blondy right behind me. Coming to mariana i was soo pissed at her and neva liked her when she came coz the day she came to say hi to her freinds they introduced me to her and she didnt even say hi "wat a rude way of welcoming people".

Saaaaffffiiiia my first impression of her was like "is she dizzzy" well i figured out that this is her way of looking at the environment aroung her.

Sara is a very quietand nice person but keeps pissing me.

Najat well known by NANA is a cute little girl hos very emotional full of life and soo soft. She looks like a kid but shes mature than me

i wanted to end up with this local girl " reem " i hated her at the beginig coz when eva i talked to her she used to ignore me (i was like fine then stay that way ).

I figured out that its all a matter of time. Now i fit in the class like i have been there in the skool with the same girls since baby class. They have different unique amazing personalities that make an interesing outgoing hillarious class. I really like each one of them but it would be better if they stop commenting about ma banana sandwich!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Who we are.. [basics]

Hey everyone...

We were sitting in class the other day thinking what can we do to stay in contact without becoming one of these distant friends, who just ask "how are you?" not to be blamed. And this is where the idea of making this blog came to life. See, we realized that since I myself am a blogging current addict, it would be really nice to stay in contact and at the same time show people who we really are.

It all started when I suggested starting a beat. See the thing about beats in our class, once Sophie was sitting and drumming on the table I started clicking and simply. I went on humming, and that's how it all started with the beats in our class, soon enough each girl [we are about 9 girls] had a part to do and dam was it funny. I was so into it you can see me going [halaloya] God you should've seen me that day [remember girls?]...

So anyway, I started with [bum check bum bum check] and then Sophie started going like [the voice is hard to represent] and drumming. Ayten was clicking and tapping and Maryana decided to criticize us by calling us [the Farters] I know...she was only embarrassed because we were recording [Tong Sticking Out]. Afterward I suggested that I wanted to blog about this and post the recording. And that's how it came to us, the whole blog thingy. It's a way to show people what really happens behind the door of our class.

Since we are different people, and come from different countries. One can never imagine, say 100 years ago, that around 7 nationalizes can sit under one roof, in a 70 by 100 room with such peace and harmony. Okay not that much since there ongoing problems, but who doesn't go throw fights? We are after all teenagers who have a lot of energy to let out.

It's a small window to what seems to be our life, to what creates us and makes us...

Who we are...

I hope that everyone enjoys reading this Blog =)

Peace.