Fivesome Monday

So I went to school today Like I mentioned in "Gloomy" I was clearly not in the mood, but I convinced myself and said "Come on Noor, they will be solving biology papers, the math teacher is going to explain what you want and you need to finish the Arabic portion" and so I fit myself into whatever cloth I can get my hand on, and went downstairs to pray knowing that the bus comes at 7:00 am. The bus came 5 minutes earlier. See, I never had an actual problem with the bus, but my little sister always do, so when she misses her bus, It's like I missed mine due to the notorious shouts of my mom about how the whole family isn't tidy and blah blah blah blah..

Right, so I enter the class with a wide smile slanted on my face. Seriously, I did not anything gloomier since my bus mates were just Amazing! But my dear dolcy was clearly not in the mood as well and did not manage to hide it like I did; she let it out in an obvious way. I hoped that Things are better now [ps suffer in school by yourself Tomorrow]

First class we had biology Mr. Mu'taz said that he will start at 8 am I didn't feel like waiting inside the class till it was eight, it felt like forever, so I kept on going in and out until I saw Simply.me from the tip of the small tiny hole that’s supposedly called "door window" and I jumped out my chair and went out of the class without even asking the teacher. I hope that it wasn't as rude as I thought it was. But when I wanted to apologize for not excusing myself, the teacher looked like he was going through a war of gloominess himself I figured I didn't want to bother him with meaningless details.

I hugged Simple.me and stayed a few seconds to feel the warmth. I missed her badly, and beside her was Atonement, I hugged her twice, then went back and hugged simply.me I missed them both and couldn't express the emotions in any other way...

So we lived through Biology class and Sophie came half way through. Second class was free, went out and ate. Dolcy was still out of mood and did not show up. Even when I sat beside her in my corner she told me "noor please I want to be alone". I just replied back reassuring her that she is in fact Alone, I was just there to be that shoulder to cry on... Someone came she got up and left, I understood the way she felt because I pretty much know how it feels like to miss someone...

Math class was a blast we finished 3 chapters with the teacher. He explained and solved a couple of questions from the past papers, and just right there Freeze everything I felt like I owned the world for just one second. The teacher was extremely amazing, I guess Mr.Haithem K figured how lost we were and gave up to our wishes. I thank him for explaining what I didn't know for now I am almost half way through with Math [big satisfied smiley face] al7amdllah...

The rest of the day was spent with laughs, pictures, Uno, diabetes chocolate, dancing, and eating snacks. Although I must mention that during Uno, the winner usually dares the last one with cards in their hands. We all made fun of dolcy because she never played before. BUT SHE WON and I WAS THE LAST WITH CARDS. Her dare was to write on my face with a marker. [Evil Laugh] she didn't or wasn't able I made her run around the school. The computer teacher supported her with a highlighter but Mr.Bayoomi was on my side [Smile]. I won She lost. [Laugh sarcastically]

Apart from all the inner illusions, none of the time was spent alone, or in darkness mood. I liked today. It was a Five some Monday since only 5 girls came, though I wished that the others came and shared this crappy day I figured there will be many other crappy days to come along...