Today was weired. Every 1 seemed to be unhappy and had his/her own problems to think about. The smile on most of the people's faces started to fade away ever since the mocks started. The smile that never used to let go of roons face has ultimately abandoned her. Simply me's mood has been neva like that before. Safsaf and Ramram r all trying to cope up with life. Nana is all alone in her life. Aytoona and Yana r trying to solve their own problems with other people. Me lord dont ask had a fight with 2 of the people whom............. i dont actually wanna talk about it. It was weired an awkward today. As long as i think its a curse not on my class only but on the hole skool. The smiles and cheers were all drawn back today. It seemed to me like a plague that has finally found its way through our happy humble small skool "as roon says". The most shocking thing was to find Roon all by here self locked in her own world with her little MP3 trying to avoid mixing with us. I think she going through a tough time. She wants to proof herself infront of every one. Well not only her fairly speaking its actually every one. All of us r trying to crave our way through the present life. Trying to be independent all of a sudden would take u a long time to be able to adapt to the environment and being uncovered by ur parents wings at the same time. As it is for me i want someone to listen to me, but the other day afta my convo with my sister i realized that everyone has their own bunsh of problems to solve. I cant be mean and just make the bunsh become 2. But still keeping things to ur self hurt u more than if people came to know about it. I tried commenting on Roons post for today at her blog. But i see not to find the commenting thingy. And all of a sudden i decided to post a new post on this blog and make it more lively at the same time update u with our class news and also comment on Roons post. Roon, i might not know whom exactly ur talking about hoping its nothing to do with u. But still i found this weired part of u today ever since u came out of the exam hall. I dont know, but i hope that we r close enough that at anytime if u find ur self wanting to talk am always there for u although i might not be that good as u are. But i think i can make a difference even if it is gonna be a little, still i would concern it. That is for today. I know its nothing to be proud off but i think the blog is my only way now to let go off what i trap all along my journy during the day.
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Dollcy My FeWendo^^
For starters, u gotta noe that even if the whole world is feelin crappy and no one seems to be there to lsn, sweetie im always there.We all go through tough times, but that doesn't mean we don't stand in the face of our troubles and fight back till we overcome them. Fight was stupid. you know what i think about it, and you know what you have to do about it. the blog isnt for talkin about troubles, its for staying in touch no matter how far we end up from each other. =)
i removed the comments because i don't want people to judge me. don't get me wrong, i want people to know everythin about me, but i dont want them to share what they think about me. i rather have it that way dollcy.. but thanks for the offer and dont think that you're not good enough for anything. you're amazing the way are and you gotta noe that every frnd has their thing to do and my job is to listen SO TALK TO ME! u dont have to wait for me to ask u wts wrong just say "noor i wanna talk to you" that simple
Don't worry, my smile won't leave as long as urz wont.. bas mabare7 kan '3areeb shway i didnt like it at all...
*note: whatever is on confessions has to do with me ;) n when i post about somethin i just wanna let it out and not talk about it..
take care ..
Peace
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